I hid the cigarette burns like you rold me to
and screamed when you fucked me
i stay real quiet in my matchbox
and carve the days in my hand

just like you told me to *****

and when the taste of old metal
explodes in my mouth
and i felt the spoon dig down my throat
and your fingers crawled under my skin
and made my neck hurt and the world go black
and the walls caved in on my head
and you dislocated my jaw
and spat on me on the floor

...i begged for more

you chain me to the bed
and close the windows and the door
and fucked my mind
until nothing was left...
i squeeled and giggled
and forgot to take my sleepy pills

the colours decayed
leaving only the ashes of life and love

leavin me  alone...
NO *****, COME BACK!!